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今晚的心情真的坏透了。我真的厌透了你奇怪的性格。

今天早上五点钟眼睛就自动开了，结果接近六时才又睡着。在床上翻来翻去睡不着的感觉真糟糕。强迫自己睡，头脑却不听使唤。结果在那个小时里又开始乱想了，破坏了一个星期的好开始。周末看的那本书的故事情节在脑里不断重播着。是自己太情绪化了，还是故事的情节感人，或是那故事令我领悟了某些事。。？

我，开始想念变化前的日子。

Extracted from ‘Message in a Bottle’ by Nicholas Sparks:

“….We spend so much time making up for the things we failed to say, she mused. If only, she began for the thousandth time, the images of these days beginning to flash behind her eyes like a slide show she was powerless to stop.

If only…”

I guess this is very true. We often look back and tell ourself ‘If only I had…’, but its too late and things are often no longer the same. If only we learnt from previous lessons, I guess there wouldn’t be so much regrets in life.

And I’m done with my first book for the  year – ‘Message in a Bottle’. So beautiful, yet such a heart wrenching ending.

Extracted from ‘Message in a Bottle’ by Nicholas Sparks:

“Whatever you decide to do, remember that you have to be able to go forward in life without looking back.”

“True love is rare, and it’s the only thing that gives life real meaning.”

Extracted from ‘Message in a Bottle’ by Nicholas Sparks:

“Nothing that’s worthwhile is ever easy.”

Extracted from ‘Message in a Bottle’ by Nicholas Sparks which I’m currently reading, find this paragraph very meaningful, but will I be able to practice it..? I guess, that’s another story…

“…., and one of the things she had learned early in her life was that if you discovered something that made you tighten inside, you had better try to learn more about it. If you simply ignored the feeling, you would never know what might happen, and in many ways that was worse than finding out you were wrong in the first place. Because if you were wrong, you could go forward in your life without ever looking back over your shoulder and wondering what might have been.”

又一首好听的歌。

告诉自己每个周末若可以的话就要尝试一样新的东西。

上个星期尝试了从来不沾的酒。第一天喝了两杯威士忌就不停的傻笑了一个多钟，家人说我醉了，但其实我意识还是清醒，只是不知道为什么自己不停的笑。结果。。。笑到睡着了。。。

星期日傍晚不知道是不是因为空腹就喝了，只喝了半杯就卦了。几分钟而已就全身通红了，然后头痛得像要爆血管那样。往往听人家说借酒消愁愁更愁，那天晚上终于体会到了。结果，醉了过后我竟然哭了。哈哈，不知道为了什么。但星期一醒来的时候整个人感到异常的平静，所有的事情竟然我都看得开，放得下了，整个人到今天为止很轻松了。难道有酒精治疗这回事。。？=D

hmm…那这个星期我该尝试些什么呢。。？

这样的情况是不是意味着这一切就快结束了。。？此刻，心境平静得一丝涟漪都没了。

原来，平静的感觉是这样的。